Sunday, November 8th, 2009
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8:40 pm
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Wednesday, September 30th, 2009
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11:18 am
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Wednesday, August 26th, 2009
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8:28 am
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"every thing looks better in the morning."
the advice my mother always gives me.
school is starting soon.
i'm going to work about 25 hours a week.
i got an internship with gapwest broadcasting.
i'm taking 16 credits.
it should be a crazy, wonderful last semester of college.
i might be a professional lady soon.
i just might be.
and if not i will go to grad school. :)
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Tuesday, July 28th, 2009
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8:22 am
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Friday, July 17th, 2009
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9:22 pm
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Sunday, July 12th, 2009
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12:30 pm
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laying out on my parents deck.
while i finish the four loads of laundry.
drinking a margarita.
reading lots of magazines.
my stomach has turned almost black.
this weekend for myself was much needed.
i needed some time to go out with other people.
and be alone by myself. and do my own thing.
i have softball tonight.
i need to start working out more.
i can't wait to get to texas.
i have found that forcing yourself to sleep.
[tylenol pm]
is a very nice way to rid yourself of anxiety.
that rock on my chest. gross.
the weather is nice today.
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Thursday, July 9th, 2009
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8:15 am
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Wednesday, July 8th, 2009
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8:28 am - no one is laughing at god.
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Jesse and I are living together.
We make lots of dinners together now.
and he got me addicted to Fable II.
Living together is nice.
Aside from that absolute comfortableness.
I think that being so comfortable scares me.
I worry that things get boring.
That I'm boring.
and to know a person so well.
and then where is that excitement?
But at the same time I can not complain.
Because we get a long so well.
We don't ever fight.
He's very good to me.
I don't do much when I'm not working.
My life has been quite boring as of late.
My three girls are all in different parts of the country.
or the state for that matter.
I miss them a lot.
I wish I knew what I wanted to be when I grow up.
I wish I just flat out knew.
I haven't been to the lake once.
It's been too cold.
And I have no one to go with anyways.
I love the new Regina Spektor CD.
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Monday, May 4th, 2009
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10:37 pm
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tonight i have no motivation.
tomorrow will be a day of productivity.
i'm having troubles with my left eye.
i'm looking forward to my birthday.
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Sunday, May 3rd, 2009
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10:50 pm - Panic.
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Friday, May 1st, 2009
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12:05 am
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Friday, April 17th, 2009
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2:34 pm
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what an absolutely beautiful day.
it's so warm. and sunny.
the warm air makes me feel so much calmer.
i made it through the winter
without going completely insane this year.
i'm so very proud of myself.
school is almost over for the year.
one more semester and i'm out of here. :)
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Wednesday, April 15th, 2009
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3:51 pm
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walked the lake walk today. from 21st to the pier in canal and back.
it was absolutely beautiful. the lake is beautiful.
it reminded me why i love this city.
putting up with 9 months of shitty weather.
all for three months of days like today.
i want to bang anything that walks.
[sorry if that is inappropriate. a little exaggerated.]
but it's real.
i just can't stop thinking about having sex.
i'm getting drunk and going bowling tonight too.
making good decisions.
making good good decisions.
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Tuesday, April 14th, 2009
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9:46 pm
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i feel tired all of the time.
i've been absolutely unmotivated, i have been unable to be productive in the last two days and have been bumming around acting like i'm actually doing something, when really i'm not.
i've been eating like shit, and i'm sure feeling it. my clothes are tighter.
i feel myself being paranoid. mostly about people being angry with me. but there have been a few people that have been angry with me in the past few weeks and i hate that a lot. i feel like a lot of negative energy has been brought to my life and i'm happy to say that it has for the most part calmed down. things always work out. things always pass. things always get better. i really believe that.
i love my boyfriend. i love him. i love him. i love him. he has become such a positive part of my life. he always was but it has become even more apparent recently. he is absolutely incredible in so many ways. i really hope we can continue on this path.
the sun has been shining. giving me no excuses to be sad.
i love that. i absolutely love that.
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Sunday, March 15th, 2009
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2:42 pm - this heart is a stone.
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things are going to be alright.
i've cried.
i've been angry.
and now we move forward.
it feels very right.
my heart is saying yes.
moving forward.
moving on.
here is to a second chance.
i got a new tattoo.
current music: acid house kings
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Wednesday, March 11th, 2009
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6:04 pm
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i'm a believer in second chances.
my heart has just been smashed into about a thousand million pieces.
this is becoming a typical thing it seems.
i've really lost faith in people. in friends.
i can't tell you how many people have fucked me over.
i can't even tell you how many people have hurt me.
discouarged. discouraged. discouraged.
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Tuesday, March 10th, 2009
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1:00 pm
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Thursday, March 5th, 2009
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9:19 pm
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All of the pieces of my heart will be connected once again.
AUSTIN, TEXAS.
AUSTIN, TEXAS
AUSTIN, TEXAS
AUSTIN, TEXAS
AUSTIN, TEXAS
AUSTIN, TEXAS
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Sunday, February 22nd, 2009
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10:21 pm
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i complain too much.
i think too much.
i had too many weak moments last week.
BE GRATEFUL.
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Monday, February 9th, 2009
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10:11 pm
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my hormones are all fucked up.
alllllll fucked up.
i hate being a girl on days like today.
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